/i am not the same/
/but i cannot see how i am different/
/the grey thoughts i used to hold so close/
/and show so much/
/feel too flat and tired and old/

/but the tangled thoughts i have now/
/are tinged with blue and red and green/
/of a specific hue/
/and i feel that it is not me/
/but it can be no one else/
/and here i am never even that/


^^^

tired sad sentinels

/the moment we lived/
/was full of rain/
/stripping us of our outer warmth/
/and stoking the joy within/

/but words lose their power now/
/and thoughts are chained down/

now again until

^^^

/we touch/

i am not

/the drizzled night opens up/
/arms that are not ours/
/but we are not the same/

/between the echoes of the roads/
/and the shadows of the houses/
/we wander/

/and we find warmth/

/but no matter how together we are/
/i can never get away from being alone/

what do i see from here?

^^^
/will i be able to leave this place?/
/you are my hope/
/but i am so much without you/
/and you are so much more than me/

you are all to me

/i need to give you words/
/my voice has been so weak/
/and forgotten/
/i need to give you smiles/
/so you can remember where I am/

shivering

/i can never remember/



/andrew viridis/

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