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darkness in the dreams i was walking dark but with words to you words to you in my solitary footsteps i had words and darkness and you but you with darkness far away darkness and i was far away and tired with the long memories of day tired with the long memories of you with you tired and my thoughts were sullen thoughts were tired and you you far away tired but cold in the winter darkness cold in the thoughts of tired with bare trees in my thoughts my thoughts cold cold my dreams i fail my thoughts too cold you my thoughts forget forget winter outside winter stuffy air inside with tired thoughts and your words your words i tired i cannot understand my thoughts tired fail understand but i know why but tired and you and warmth rises in me rises inside by the radiator the darkness streaked with red but winter outside and red red thoughts tired but the cold that wraps around me around me is pushed away but still there always there but seared thoughts frustrate frustrate thoughts the warm darkness but winter outside but you you your words tired my words my thoughts too warm never understand i understand but frustrated thoughts my thoughts the warmth in the air the darkness i am the cold is far away you are far away and i cannot help am not allowed frustrated by darkness warmth far away you my dreams never come in the darkness i have left away left away my eyes close but the warmth will not leave frustrated will not leave in the darkness without my dreams my thoughts thoughts remember thoughts do not let go and tired too tired but not tired enough my thoughts race through the hot darkness and never leave never leave you so far away tired and red in the darkness dreams but no dreams are mine only darkness and warm air and frustrated thoughts tired tied around me the cold too far away outside winter outside dreams smiles in the darkness but i cannot forget cannot understand dream to dream but you and darkness and thoughts with your frivolous smile do not know do not understand but you smile and i we darkness smile but you cannot think the darkness cold hot around the darkness with tired eyes do not talk my words i cannot have for the red streaks tired frustrated rise up in the warm cage around me around me the darkness but not mine not mine the clear air too far away the darkness too far away the thought too far away the smiles
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